For awhile, I was stuck in this rut. I didn’t know why I was and how I got here. But recently, I had a breakthrough in my life. I simply chose God again. I SIMPLY CHOSE to not be who I used to be because of fear and overwhelmed by sin, instead I chose God. I realize that the road less traveled to godhood is a choice and a hard one. In order to solidfy ones commitment God gives you a choice. I chose God. While I am not sure where this we lead I am happy to not be where I once was.